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Post by Ashes on Jul 1, 2010 22:37:27 GMT -5
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA pulled a bitchen joke on my overly christian grandparents it made them dumbfounded i feel if anyone has seen monty python and the quest for the holy grail do u remember the part when dennis the government wise peasent said "look strage women lying in ponds is no basis for a system of govornment" well i used that and changed it into "look strange people hangin' from boards is no basis for a religion" they were appauled... i were kicked out of the house... I'm Christian, and I find that funny. As for my religion, we have a LOT of people who overdo it... I believe that there is a god, yes. do i go around trying to convert everybody? no. if i did, i'd have no friends and no life. THATS NOT FUN. and yes, i do enjoy religious jokes, because i'm not a stuckup asshole like most christians.
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Post by BlankedOut on Jul 1, 2010 22:42:40 GMT -5
Yay.
Most people like you said overdo their religion and push it onto others. I hate people like that lol.. We need more Christians like you ash xD
I dont know what I believe myself. I havent bothered thinking about Religion or what comes after life and all that. I do like the Bible because it teaches really good morals to most people. But thats all I really take from it, was the morals.
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Post by Ashes on Jul 1, 2010 22:50:36 GMT -5
Yay. Most people like you said overdo their religion and push it onto others. I hate people like that lol.. We need more Christians like you ash xD I dont know what I believe myself. I havent bothered thinking about Religion or what comes after life and all that. I do like the Bible because it teaches really good morals to most people. But thats all I really take from it, was the morals. Why thank you. and honestly, I havent read the whole bible... not enough time. But i have read most of it.
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Post by Sesu Reinoruzu on Jul 2, 2010 8:12:09 GMT -5
Unexpected venting time. :3 So I heard life has a magic tendency to screw me over lately. I thought I was over my whole 'I hate my life' phase, but as of late, I've been feeling less and less alive and alert. I thought at first it was from lack of sleep. but after a 13 hour nap, I felt just as dead as before. So from there I went on living my life, faking emotions as I felt necessary. I eventually came to the conclusion my life has slowed to a halt since school ended, considering how I spend most of my time away from people who I actually give a fuck about. And whenever I am around those people, I sit quietly thinking to myself about some random and pointless crap while thinking in the back of my head "Go have fun, dumbass." Well...that felt...nice? I thinkI do that every day of my life, and have been for 6 years. Feels like my emotions are just fake, and im not really alive. The only time I truly feel a emotion is when something bad is going on, then I just feel sad. Mine is more chronic because of my lifes drama when I was little. I do see a therapist though. Helps a little. Mine usually gets worse as my life gets more and more repetitive. I dont know how to get rid of the feeling, just hide it from myself. Try doing different things when/if you can. Go drive somewhere you haven't been to, preferably with friends. Do different things. Go get drunk, have lots of sex. The more nervous something makes you, the better it will be for the feelingless problem. But dont go jumping off any cliffs lol. Just a tip, I cant really say how to get rid of it. Wow, I must say this. COME TO AUSTRALIA lol For me it was samey, 2008 and 2009 were prime examples, stuck in a small town with nothing to do, playing golf with friends was not that exciting although I love golf. Discovered emulation late 2007, computer was alright for it but wanted a laptop for some time. Got laptop, no internet for it seeing as didnt have wireless modem. 2008. Internet life. Joined Glitchkill, loved Zelda. Played Zelda, made mods for Zelda, met other people that loved Zelda (everyone), got bored of Zelda. Laughed at Zelda. In real life friend was getting distant and weird, hmmm. 2009 was more of a social year in which I mostly spent time on MSN with DeathBasket, Axel and snotskie and we had epic convos and all that shit. Reminisce about 2008 and how epic it was, complain about how life is digging itself into a rut and not having a plan for the future is bleak... Was shocked in real life when good friend of 3 years starts going weird cause he wants to look cool for younger students, left him in disgust. Had plenty of other friends for years but never spent time with them as we were never in any classes together, but this year was different, had 4 good friends rather than one best friend, good year seeing as we do a lot of things together. 2010 and internet is dead, barely spend time speaking to anyone but real life is bustling, friend got license, epic burnouts and whatnot. Girl asked me out twice already so accepted proposition and started going out with her. Have plan for next two years set out.Keeping contact with friends regularly.Getting OUT OF THE HOUSE and GOING TO VARIOUS PLACES to do STUPID THINGS.The coloured sentences are what made my life better, it wasn't bad before but was boring and repetitive. And the main reason I am not usually depressed is because I am a very talkative person, and I usually complain about various things in my life, oh no the dog is getting fat, oh no this assignment is crap, oh no I am bored shitless, oh no I set my shoe on fire, etc. Works for me, may not be for everyone but is a solution I use. Also, have a hobby, love electronics? Make useless and time consuming junk. Like cooking? Lrn2cook. Like animals? Get a bird. Like fire? DON'T
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Post by Ashes on Jul 2, 2010 22:35:31 GMT -5
Problems, problems... Not many.
Other than Football is taking over my life. I HAS NO TIME TO MYSELF. and when its not football, its family... will people plz leave meh alone? ever? for a little bit? couple hours even?
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Post by Roxas on Jul 5, 2010 12:33:45 GMT -5
having to teach the little ones how to play tomb raider anniversary
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Post by bobbotheclown on Jul 8, 2010 21:11:33 GMT -5
I like to picture jesus as a ninja, fighting off evil samurai.
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Post by Roxas on Jul 9, 2010 15:04:11 GMT -5
I like to picture jesus as a ninja, fighting off evil samurai. what the hell?
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Post by Ashes on Jul 10, 2010 22:31:33 GMT -5
I like to picture jesus as a ninja, fighting off evil samurai. what the hell? 2nd'ed
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Post by BlankedOut on Jul 10, 2010 22:50:50 GMT -5
Wow, I must say this. COME TO AUSTRALIA lol For me it was samey, 2008 and 2009 were prime examples, stuck in a small town with nothing to do, playing golf with friends was not that exciting although I love golf. Discovered emulation late 2007, computer was alright for it but wanted a laptop for some time. Got laptop, no internet for it seeing as didnt have wireless modem. 2008. Internet life. Joined Glitchkill, loved Zelda. Played Zelda, made mods for Zelda, met other people that loved Zelda (everyone), got bored of Zelda. Laughed at Zelda. In real life friend was getting distant and weird, hmmm. 2009 was more of a social year in which I mostly spent time on MSN with DeathBasket, Axel and snotskie and we had epic convos and all that shit. Reminisce about 2008 and how epic it was, complain about how life is digging itself into a rut and not having a plan for the future is bleak... Was shocked in real life when good friend of 3 years starts going weird cause he wants to look cool for younger students, left him in disgust. Had plenty of other friends for years but never spent time with them as we were never in any classes together, but this year was different, had 4 good friends rather than one best friend, good year seeing as we do a lot of things together. 2010 and internet is dead, barely spend time speaking to anyone but real life is bustling, friend got license, epic burnouts and whatnot. Girl asked me out twice already so accepted proposition and started going out with her. Have plan for next two years set out.Keeping contact with friends regularly.Getting OUT OF THE HOUSE and GOING TO VARIOUS PLACES to do STUPID THINGS.The coloured sentences are what made my life better, it wasn't bad before but was boring and repetitive. And the main reason I am not usually depressed is because I am a very talkative person, and I usually complain about various things in my life, oh no the dog is getting fat, oh no this assignment is crap, oh no I am bored shitless, oh no I set my shoe on fire, etc. Works for me, may not be for everyone but is a solution I use. Also, have a hobby, love electronics? Make useless and time consuming junk. Like cooking? Lrn2cook. Like animals? Get a bird. Like fire? DON'T My problem is I dont really like to complain. I have for a while, then I started to feel like complaining wasnt even doing anything, just making others worry about myself. so I didnt bother. But when I complain, oh boy I dont stop. My problems are mostly my past. Granted, im sure someone has it worse. But as it is I dont have any parents that dont really love me (mom did alot of things to me, IE: Tried to tell me/raise me I was some superhero thats gonna save the world in 2010. That she was psychic, she took me out of school when I was in 4th grade, stubbing my education. Not letting me get a job. Being controlling. Tried to push me into wanting to be the other gender. etc) (I only give those examples because I dotn want you guys thinking im over reacting when I said I dont have any stable parents that care. Because I really dont lol) My dads a drunk, has another new family and cares less for me, hardly talks to me, etc. So, I feel like I dont have a family, like I couldnt be a true child because of how my mom raised me, thinking about how much harder my future will be with only a 4th grade edu. OH, And I forgot to mention that my mom told the state that I was mentally unstable, so she could get my SSI. So now I have to tell every job I apply to that im NOT really retarded/psychotic. Well, scratch that, I do feel like im borderline psychotic. (like bloodplay as a fetish. Like the thought of hurting others, think about ways to die/harm people without second guessing it, or without realizing it) But thats why I see a doc. So, its not your every day problems, lol. It lurks in my mind. I feel lonely, without any true parents. Dont have any irl friends to speak of. Sure, I have a other half, and they treat me well, but..its not the same, ya know? Though I guess I am happy I have a other. I dont let myself have any real friends because I am in the mental state of mind where I think I am smarter or more intelligent then others. Which I still believe that. I believe a mind is like a processor of a computer lol. Most people have one core. I feel like Im dual cored. xD Also most people dont analize, and watch like I do. for example, there is this one guy I met online. We where supposted to do a game job together. But he wanted me to help him with something, ever since I tried, he hasnt touched 'our' project. Now to me, it seems like he only wanted my help. He never intended to do things together or help me in any way. I believe most people are out for themselves. Almost the only time when people ARNT only out for themselves, is in public. Where they sugarcoat everything to seem nice to others. People deep down, are selfish, needy, and attention wanting beings. Of course, there is a person I bump into sometimes that isnt like that. My other half for example XP But almost everyone else is. So I only have like...2 online friends. No real ones. Maybe im just being too picky though...meh... My problems are something I shouldnt post in a forum lmao. Somehow though, I wanted to anyway. Bite me. EDIT: this is long. Fuck, sorry.
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Post by Sesu Reinoruzu on Jul 10, 2010 23:46:07 GMT -5
I have had something similar >_> My mum is a great person but her husband was an arsehole, he must have hated me because I hated him so much, he always was drunk and picked on me as a child, it pretty much forced me to move out of my mum's house when I was 13 to live with my dad, best choice I ever made.
As for people always looking out for themselves, that is so true, I have never had any motivation to do anything large as small things always grab my attention and force me away from larger things, ie modding Zelda to watching (insert random anime series here) to playing a new Wii game, etc. So if I was to join anything I would probably never finish it, meh...
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Post by BlankedOut on Jul 11, 2010 5:49:22 GMT -5
I do the same thing xD In case you havent been watching my hacking tutoral thread. I want to help people, be useful. But its hard to when im used to jumping though projects. I do one thing for about a week or two, then stop it, and do something else for a while. Drives me nuts.
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Post by bobbotheclown on Jul 11, 2010 6:46:52 GMT -5
In Alabama its like that, but with houses.
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Post by Sesu Reinoruzu on Jul 11, 2010 11:37:55 GMT -5
I do the same thing xD In case you havent been watching my hacking tutoral thread. I want to help people, be useful. But its hard to when im used to jumping though projects. I do one thing for about a week or two, then stop it, and do something else for a while. Drives me nuts. Inability to help High 5!
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Post by IvanX on Jul 11, 2010 11:56:12 GMT -5
I'm sorry, but you can't be The Todd, IvanX.
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